last day of 2007

what a night..when everyone is out i am sitting here facing this machine typing words out..
it sucks but no one care.


since is the last day of 2007 a special day.
i've come to think a lot of things that happen within this year.seriously how can my life be such a drama i wonder??
i shall have more darmatic one next year..dude..juz joking.


having a loving December with them is not a bad thing at all.

end of 2007
i really realise~

who are those always by my side when i need them,

who are those always think of me,

who are those really treat me like a friend from their heart.

those i rmb~ i love you all lots.





2008 i shall throw away bad memories and move on with the brand new year.
may my family , friends and i have a blessing year..

why must i always countdown at home??? =(

tag

1. I've come to realize that, my last ex :
pretty much a caring and loving guy to me

2. I've come to realize that, I talk :
rudely all the time.haha..

3. I've come to realize that, I love :
shopping everyday =)

4. I've come to realize that, I have :
no more cash in my purse

5. I've come to realize that, I've lost :
my glow in the dark keychain for 5 days aready.

6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when :
i want something and i couldn't get it.

7. I've come to realize that, marriage is :
scary.but it depends who set the role model in front of you.

8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking :
where to go countdown tonight.

9. I've come to realize that, I'll always be :
the only CTJW

10. I've come to realize that, I have a crush on :
jay chou like i always do.

11. I've come to realize that, the last time I truly cried :
my grandpa passed away.

12. I've come to realize that, my cell phone is :
very meaningful to me.taught me a lesson not to use phone in the toilet.

13. I've come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning :
i always have messages.

14. I've come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night I :
always pray

15. I've come to realize that, right now I'm thinking about :
what am i going to do for the brand new year

16. I've come to realize that, babies :
are cute..but can be annoying.

17. I've come to realize that, I get on myspace:
when i was depressed

18. I've come to realize that, today was :
was??? delicious with all the food this morning.

19. I've come to realize that, tonight I will :
make three wishes for myself like i do it every year

20. I've come to realize that, tomorrow I will :
be damn sad...enjoying my last day of holiday

21. I've come to realize that, I really want to :
get my arse out of the hse now

22. I've come to realize that, the person who is most likely to repost this is :
soh poh yi

waiting

2008 is juz 11 more hours to go!!! hahaha i cant wait!!!!!
sad case my dad refuse to send me to pavilion to countdown with my friends.. =(
what a man la him...ish...nvm...
cant wait to go shopping later. wee~~

heaven of food

i am really enjoying eating these few days.
which is quite true when gar jun told me i grow fatter now..=(
but then is food you see...is hard to stop urself from being close to them! ^^
nvm la...there's always nxt time to go on diet right? haha..
normally thats what girls say when it come to delicious food.



new year is coming in three days time!!! wee~~ i cant wait for 2008 haha it sound so nice..
eventually chinese new year is coming too.and my grandma tailor has retire and doesnt wanna make cloth anymore.sad..=(



die case..bcoz my grandma doesnt like that shirt selling in the mall she prefer tailor made.
anyone knows any tailor who make tailor cloth?? can introduce to me so that my grandma got some new clothes for new year??
ps my dear friends *urgent kindaly lend a 'helping mouth' to ask around. thanks. =)




oh yea anyone wants form 4 or 5 revision books which is brand new selling for half price??
our senior is selling her revision books.
interested pls leave some comment in chatbox or contact me. =D

i am so enjoying life without tuition...everyday game, food, tv, shopping...wah..~~~haha this kinda life is heaven. fuyoh~~~ can holiday be any longer? =p

sweet

nice outing ppl.. =)

sweet 16th

merry merry x'mas

wishing all a merry merry christmas!!




yesterday went over to miss tan's hse to celebrate her daughter's birthday and christmas eve.
it was so much fun the chinese gang enjoy the every moment there.
gambling still their first choice even though is suppose to be a peaceful night.haha.
i won of coz..=p eheh..











christmas eve with them is so much fun ^^
love you guys.





but miss the countdown with hollie and the rest who are with him i am sorry
and...miss countdown with soh por yi also sorry ya..
hope u guys enjoy. muax ~ ^^

hey yo

happy birthday su-li ^^

unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I can't help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.
Now I see, what love means.

Now I see, what love means.

has been listening to this song today over and over again.
i dont know why...kinda suit my feeling today.haha.

i love him siu bao uncle.

this siu bao uncle is a friend of my grandpa. after my grandpa's death , he is like my god grandfather. he really take care of me alot. and of coz my family as well. always buy us alot food to eat. especially 'siu bao' always buy that
therefore he named himself 'siu bao gong gong' which suit him well

today went over to visit him which my heart sank alot..
he cut off his left leg due to blood blocking or something la...haiz...
such a cheerful man and ended up to be on the wheel chair...
why do nice ppl always end up like that.

juz now chit chat with my grandma..he cried for the first time i see this happy go lucky man cried.my heart juz felt so bad for the moment.
everyone cried i mean there are tears.mm...
he told my dad must take good care of the company.

he taught me lots of stuff to be successful.

做什么东西要靠自己，求自己。
when i need something i must depend on myself and have high expectation on myself.

责任 信任 本钱
one must have responsibility to gain trust and therefore u will have the ability to be success.

aiyo...i am very down now la...
but i will always rmb his words.
i cannot bare to lose any of my love one around me anymore.

hope he get well soon. god bless him.

christmas aint the same without you

x'mas aint the same without you,
working aint the same without you.

today working..like HELL BORING! =(
feel so lifeless today..maybe is bcoz last night dint sleep well.
lucky today tania came over to teman me for break! love you lots..
kimmy ffk me la..haha joking la kimmy.i know ur reason.
my supervisor and friends also make me laugh alot...
thank you for brighten my day.

aiyer...now everyone out shopping left me and my grandma at home due to work again..
i am so left out! i need to shop badly until my leg bengkak i also dont mind man..
anyone wanna go out?

alah~ thursday gona miss another outing again..they going sunway ice skating..
yer.....not fair la.change date la pls...

nvm...i will make sure i go out everyday after my work! ish~~~ shop till 99..
$$ is my enemy now...
aiming for lots of thing for christmas.. ^^

reunion

wow...such a historical moment ever since 1995 reunion..mm all my aunt from overseas are currently back.last night Aus aunt's family came back and today evening my Sinagapore aunt's family will be back too. =) i am so happy. and i cant wait till everyone is back!

well~ suppose to be good that this is a tan's family reunion but hold on..joyful moment is not here yet! god damn it..i have to do cleaning for my bro's room...their men's smell really awful ok..aiyer...think back bout it i feel like dying.

due to too many ppl in the hse and therefore my bros got to sarcrifice their room for my uncle..and he is a super hygienic person so he will not like to see any dust in the room and i have to be the one who clean up the dressing table..hah bcoz almost 99.9% is my stuff on it..thank god my room remain undisturb. so i can do whatever i wan to it. ^^

and i am so glad my tv still belong to mine.sometimes staying with too many ppl in the hse really caunse lots changes bcoz everyone has got their own living habit.

i wonder why all my aunt gave birth so late? and i wonder why all of them are boys instead of girls. is like 7 boys vs 4 girls only..sad~~ =( and the worst thing is why am i the second eldest among all my cousins i wish i can have more elder cousin so that i wont have the responsbility for anything and sit there to relax myself..jeez..

now my hse has got a two tv in the living room NO! is not for the girls ok!! is for the guys..damn it ..my dad berat sebelah. one tv is for ps2 and another one is for WII..which they juz bought yesterday.and is not finish yet..upstairs in my dad's room has got another ps2 for my two little stepbrothers and in my aunt's room another WII which my cousin brought back frm Aus. NOT FAIR AT ALL! every single room belongs to the boy except my room of coz.

okay another good thing bout this reunion..haha i get to explore many kind of phone..but most of them use nokia which make my phone so special among them..haha..mine is the only sony ericsson. two N73 two N95 three nokia 6233 two nokia 6300 nokia 5610 dan lain-lain lagi..haha..wow is like a phone shop..cool betul.

i cant wait for the following days..ahaha after the 20th it will be my SHOPPING SPREE EVERYDAY! fuyoh~~~ siok la..comfirm will go out with my aunts..aiyoyo..i see $$ flying in front of me d..haha..gosh i am so money minded seriously.

btw my dear friend tania is back from Aus too..cant wait to go out with her. =p
dear kimmy nowadays so busy d...ish..girl u better rmb me. :D

another bday

hey dear ELYZA ,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ENJOY UR SWEET 16TH!!!!! =)

genting....

gosh i cant believe miss jolin concert in Genting this is very sad case..
my dad such a liar! argh...geram..
sob only can read newspaper to know details bout the concert.




nvm i swear i wont miss the next one..haha cant wait for jay chou to come..


today so many ppl go to airport.this morning sk left to Macau so fun lar..then tonight i am going to airport to pick up my aunt's family from Aus.wait probably not me who going to airport.bcoz working..


mm..still thinking whether i should go tomorrow night...aiyo headache la..how how how..i wan new dress ^^


i miss my friends so much la...i wanna go out badly when my working is done!
kim u better have the time for me! haha...

such an arse

I am getting so piss at this damn line! i dont know got disconnected for how many damn times! argh~~~~~!
set up what wireless la...my arse..not that the line is faster or whatever..due to my uncle and aunt coming back from Aus and Singapore and need the line for work so change the damn modem to wireless and the line is so sucky now...which i hate it so much.. god damn it! this continue the modem gona die! jesus!

window shopping

fuyoh~ wonderful tuesday! haha...took off day so i went shopping with kimmy!

gosh is such a wonderful feeling - the very first time stepping into the mall since i started to work.siok betul~
plus shopping halfway russell came shop along too.great =)









kim she cant shop for long...haha...a while
only find a seat to sit down..very cute la her.



finally after nagging for so long my dad decided to buy me this spaghetti strap from Roxy...
yeay babe! haha

kimmy thanks! i enjoy my shopping day so muchie..haha
and i am proud of you girl. she beat russell in pool..very cool!!!
love you lots kimmy! ^^

medic camp

i tot that was my last day of work , but no!! haha is no over yet! continue to work.yeay!

well~ today is not bad la...at least got free injection. but unlucky is that is not me and whey jinn picture day.ish...~~~

very the cool when the needle is poke inside..

so gonna miss this girl

jingster straight hair

er excuse me ic pls..

best partner to work

all our hard work. =)

got the picture d..haha...thanks kimc babe =p

i wanna be a pharmacist but i damn lazy to study.

you dont know me

when i am smiling , you dont know why.
when i am crying , you dont know why.
when i am laughing , you dont know why.
when i am angry , you dont know why.
when i am moody , you dont know why too.
you dont know me thats why you dont know why.
i am upset now , you know why?

i love you

missing CJRS in FOS so much.

you are everything

well~ seeing whey jinn for almost everything i think she's definately a weird and funny girl!! and she's way cool that what we think of what she is. i suppose i learn quite a number of new things from her..but! of coz is her cool attitude.haha. and not those bad habit she has~~~

but i think she is a colour blind which she does today.

customer: "can you get me a black colour? "
jinn went off to the store to check then came back.
holding a dark blue on her hand.
customer: " is this a black? "
jinn:" oops i go get another one for you."
but you know she does have a her own tone when she talked.
the customer and i most probably heard : " oops.sorry sometimes i am a colour blind."
customer: " is ur friend really a colour blind? "
i burst out my laughter immediately.couldn't help it.bcoz another one who prove that wj is actually a colour blind.haha

whey jinn - hahaha do you think you will pass ur driving test? =p
peace out. chill woman.

hiao por.

To my dearest sayang, jasmine! =)

happy hiao por birthday!! haha...

happy sweet 16th!

worry

okay there's a thing that worry me so long today...my eye...yesterday i decided to wear contact lens when i went to work.then came out from the toilet, my left eye felt discomfort.but i dont bother.walking back to FOS i was tearing and then 'pop' i only can see with my right eye and the left eye is so blur..oh well so i tot it dropped out..what to do i juz took it out and wore back my spec.then at night, i had been thinking is it possible that my contact lens when behind my eye ball which make me worry so much now. i cant stop thinking bout that.i dont know anything to happen to my eyes again bcoz i know my aunt gona screw me up to the ceiling if she knows i wear contact lens.god pls bless me.i promise only will wear it on certain occassions.pls...

this is a great news to me! oh thank god! finally my grandma agree to get a bigger car since everyone of us is growing long and big as well.so right everytime go out also got to squeeze at the back which is very suffering of coz. i think my dad is good in choosing car..i mean not to say very good lo..but then he is talented make me change my point of view on him.juz admire him a bit la..not more than 5% bcoz i think i have a better taste. oh right..

though is not what special car and though my grandma wanted another Merc for my aunt but lucky got me to convince her to get the Estima bigger space and nicer to sit.wanted Alphard too..but then both my dad and grandma think is like elephant and very rough looking.so she insisted on the E. i mean is still not a bad choice also what right? not a new car but comfy is the best cant stand it when my brothers sweat stink shit.they are both silent killing machine cant deny it. i cant wait for the new car although this Volvo that we having now is good enuf.

well spent my morning with my dad and he sent me for tuition. only me and him of coz i feel very happy bout that bcoz how often does he do so? and he actually share his idea on car with me. i feel proud..after many years and today a nice conversation with him.maybe is time for me to get to know my dad more.i will try to accept the past.

omg..

jia wen you insane!! is been really crazy these days..alot of happenings..i havent been stepping into the mall for a few weeks due to being too 'hardworking' i suppose.ish..haha..i miss the mall like hell!!!

well...i dont have alot things now too..
especially money!! i really need soemone to sponsor $$
and something really upset me is that my gaji is so damn little..cant even afford me for one week..i juz spent too much..
my dear supervisor should have put my shift FULL more often..haiz...i need money...

there's been alot ppl i am meeting at my working place..weird funny lame joker and more..
but we all have the same thought bcoz all of us dont like particular one..bcoz he is juz..argh..dont know how to say..lame..lame square..damn poyo..tak boleh tahan at all.sometimes ppl juz need to get some scolding only they will wake up..i hope i will do that on him. =p

juz hope tmr i walk out the hse god suddenly drop a packet of money on the floor..dream la..ish okie good night everyone.