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mm..haha been busy since yesterday night. my family was having a praying ceremony for my grandpa after these long three years after he left us.is suppose to be this way since we chinese got so many rules to follow in each different type of ceremony.

so yea the reason having this ceremony is to pray for better like for him and burn more money for him.and the above is the new house that my grandma bought for him to make him have a better life.dont look down on papers..they can really cost a BOOM!
and now ppl are getting more advance..some of the thing inside can even move and i was amazed. they have a garden there it does look real. but after all is still paper.

kneeling down for a long period is seriously a tough job..gosh.but nvm i am sure it worth it all...tmr is the last day since the praying ceremony has been going on for 2 days.

my uncle found a tree which produce cotton er..i don know what we call those type of tree..><'

this is the tree which is near my grandpa praying place..actually got quite a number of them

everyone was quite jiak-kun when we knew this kinda tree.haha.

there see...this is the seed and inside there!! is cotton!! haha swt ==
the outlook like kentang somehow..haha...long shape like jagung.

and you see the black black spot at the white spot..thats the seed.

dance dance dance

all the great dancer last night

dancing is my life.

thursday went over to pam hse to practice for imma shine to replace tanya bcoz she had golf lesson yesterday so couldnt make it for the dance. =(

so i was asked to practice with jackson. it went on smoothly and pick up the steps like very last minute.but managed to dance it last night. thanks to jackson.haha hardworking partner willing to practice with me.haha.=)

my legs hurt like sh!t okay...bcoz need to bend alot. i am walking seriously like a retard now..terrible..but as long as it is dancing.haha i am willing to give it out all.

last night have a dream..i dreamt that my aunt ask me to take back dancing lesson.haha.i was very happy..but when i woke up..boom! it was all juz a dream.. sadly..=(

got tag

Three names you go by


1. jia wen
2. wen..
3. ctjw


Three physical things you like about yourself
1. my hair
2. my eyes
3. my waist


Three physical things you don't like about yourself
1. my toe..
2. nose
3. backside


Three things that scare you
1. ghost
2. dark
3. alone

Three drinks (alcoholic or non)
1. coke
2. orange juice
3. ribena


Three of your everyday essentials
1. my handphone
2. dance steps
3. songs


Three things you're wearing right now
1. shirt
2. short
3. bra

Three of your favourite movies
1. initial D
2. harry potter
3. secret ( havent watch but i know i will love it)


Two truths and a lie
1. i am friendly
2. i am helpful
3. i am insane


Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to you
1. nice
2. patient
3. appearance


Three careers you are considering, or have considered
1.lawyer
2.doctor
3.accountant


Three people you would like to see take this quiz now
1. jie ying
2. crystal =)
3. gnet

i got sunburnt!

Today is a great day!! started my holiday going jen's house!! so nice..is exercising day!!!=)
due to morning tuition, i was kinda late to go her house.but pam was the latest bcoz no transport..not so bad after all..at least i not that late.


straight headed for tennis when i reached.

okay.resting after tennis

queena so cute while we waiting for the bbq and the pool to be cleaned.

malaysia next top??? hahaha...oops..dont know la...

after lunch, swimming time!!

jumping into the pool =)

we juz love to pose to the camera

i swear this two girls are damn sick =p

marcopolo in the water. we made a great team.

come up to eat again..haha.

what a day wei...so fun but tiring!! haha...i want to go again..jen i like ur hse!!

feelings

been doing alot thinking lately..why in this world there's hatred..?why none human live in peace and yet suffer with all sorts of problem ? there's always way to forgive all the mistake who had done right? why am i being so emo these few days?

having a broken family and yes this is where i grow up! you nvr know how much i hated that woman when she first stayed in this house. for almost 3 years spending my day and night with this woman! until now i still cannot accept the fact is hard for me to take it.sometimes things really nvr turn out the way we want.

is quite harsh for me when i read bout my friend's blog talking bout their family.sometimes i wonder how does it feel living with my own family.pictures of zhee's parents is really cute. thats something i nvr see before in my life..not even when i was young.how much jie ying and kim miss their parents when they are away make me miss my family time so much.

so yea i was looking through the photo book if i can find any of the photo of my family..pathetic is i only found one when i was about 5 years old.. totally shocking when i can't even find any pictures of my mom and dad together. tell me am i suppose to be happy bout it or not. sad case.

i wish i could turn back time. but sometimes ppl juz wont forgive and forget easily. it suck too much. if they will understand the situation both ppl are actually sufferring....

nsc

A TRIP TO THE NATIONAL SCIENCE CENTRE



boring speech but enjoy with friends=p


best "children" who 'enjoy' nsc so much



nice food!!!






i like the big wau up there.






my future ambition??!!? haha give me a break




a step into the future






dont worry my dear friend. is not alien! is me =)

so cool! haha so many me and queena

mm...alot of jennifer and tanya.haha

i actually took a cab from nsc to the beach juz to take a pic with this turtle =p

right........

anyway after schl was another fun time. interact club membership drive interview..whoa..so nice la the feeling. everyone sit in a big semi circle question juz one person in front. can see tension in them. me and gnet we ' great mind think alike' some certain thing that i asked she eventually know what i was trying to say.haha nice gnet =p

obviously there are some who came for the interview that make me quite not happy with. bcoz they are er quite... nvm,i shall not mention anything further. hopefully all of them that make it for the interview this time will get in Interact club. =) lets hope for the best.

today can consider a happy day.

miracle happen

angel of hers. =)

okay.today had a meeting in the library when julian kept interrupting the meeting he really took alot of time.haha.pn.liew was so funny she wanted to tape his mouth so much which make the meeting quite interesting.

mainly bout today's meeting is bout the librarian tea or dinner.to be honest i am not really looking forward to it.i dont know why.but of coz we will choose the hotel which everyone can afford to pay bcoz not all of us can afford for that much for juz a dinner.go according to majority. =)

anyway halfway through the meeting i think was fated that zhee yi was supposed to follow me to then toilet haha.HAHAHA!!! i cant stop laughing at the CHUN-LI la.haha.she is so funny juz now.so i was at my limit so i decided to go toilet and zhee yi tag along.so...shh.......i felt so relief was washing my hand..suddenly --- siak~~~!!!! damn loud.hahaha.then i heard from the toilet scolding those bad word damn loud.haha..dont need me to mention u also know is who.haha.zhee yi quote bad words ****************** damn bloody long.haha.okay then she came out...
~~~cheng cheng cheng~~~ haha i saw a chun -li out from the toilet..okay i burst out my laughter like shit for the second i saw the torn skirt on her. she was so panic bcoz she didnt know wat can she do next.haha..i am still laughing even though i pity her alot.

then since i am so 'kind-hearted' haha.i decided to lend her my skirt instead and i will change to my pj cloth.haha.i wonder if dont have me what will happen to her.haha.all the way i was teasing her back to the library down to the basketball court.i dont know why i juz cant stop laughing haha.zhee yi sorry la but wait i mean chun li haha.imagine her with that torn skirt and sexy leg.hahah...phew~weet!!

ps zhee yi.haha next time dont be so 'ough in the toilet'd la.haha.

bloody heck

bloody heck

eww i feel so disgusted by that man!!!it is not a good Sunday.

today have sunday tuition as usual.then it was 1130am and i got a msg from my aunt saying that we will be having lunch.at first me kim and paul were thinking of going to starbuck before 2nd session of tuition start.so yea our plan change bcoz of my lunch.so we went back to 7-11 to wait for my aunt.

chatting.....then suddenly this bloody old indian man came! so we tot what happen at first he stared at kim then kim walked into 7-11.then he stare at me as though i kill his whole family.god damn it! super fuck head that i nvr tot he will juz touched me like that!! eww....so disgusting he touch my hand!!! fuck his arse hole! fucking molester! of coz i immediately went back into 7-11.then he stare at paul touching his own dick!! such an ass!! mother f-er...

until now i still so disgusted by what he did to me! nvr in my life i felt this way!!!
attention to all my dearest girlfriends!!~
if u ever notice any strange man that come closer and closer to you pls go to crowded area for ur own good.even though he is old fat ugly handsome tall hot or whatsoever~~~ guys are nvr a good animals!

damn it. if only i have a pair of scissors juz now!!! anger in me now!!